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WTH!

2008-10-24T11:24:00.001+08:00

decided to blog.

but not sure where to start.

okie now graphic designer can eat grass!!! everyone wants graphic designer to know everything. i am happy if i know every thing.

especially WEB DESIGN!!!

I love it. but takes time for me to learn.

time = money. where money comes from? work as graphic designer. back to square one. now web design is getting HOT! REAL HOT!!!!

this few weeks, i have been like a mummies... enclose in a coffin. dunno wat happen to the world. and i start thinkin y most pple need a period of time to be alone. becoz they emo? they as cool? sense someone stalking them?

no. becoz they need some space for them to breath. its tired to keep runnin and runnin. i nv say i run. i jus wanna try the coffin. ooooo....

Rem to watch "the coffin" looks nice. haha.. thailand show always full of expect the unexpected. Its exciting.

i mean slack. this brought me to more probs. probs that shows i have ruin my future. i have disappointed alot of pple. especially to someone who i know in jus a period of 9 days. and many more pple.

all this matters alot. these fews week jus makes me more and more no hope. no confident. NB!!

getting from bad to worst. trust me i know myself. when i start to stand up, there seems a chance to win. half way thru, i know i failed and fall deeper. jus get deeper and deeper. NB!!

its like...............k...............n..............n....

theres is one thing i will not give up. i wan to help her make it hot!!! its wat i like to do too. its not easy. some pple close down, some pple survive. some very hot some not hot. pple say everyone is doin it. but issit not creative to join in wat everyone is doing? i think its quite exciting to join in and to stand up. i dun say 90% i will but we will try to stand up.

if this fails again, ha... this prove tat i really ~~CMI!!!~~ I WILL TRY!!!

interesting "sexdrive" haha oneword makes pple think alot.

Lai.

2008-10-18T01:17:00.004+08:00

BOOM...!

2008-10-03T15:31:00.002+08:00

bcoz we singaporean are selfish.... onli care for ourselves. all scare to protest. lay low sit down listen wat gov have to say den all lan lan say okie okie. all know sg gov will protect us. so all sit guai guai get monthly pay dun let police catch dun provoke gov and can led happy life. got 3 sets meal per day children guai guai dun any how learn bad things can liao. tats it.

COZ THIS IS SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!

WELCOME TO THE MORE GOOD YRS AHEAD COUNTRY!

_l_

Damn it LJ.

2008-09-24T17:02:00.003+08:00

these few days i doin html stuff.

NNB... if not for the sake of doin somestuff, i will nv open a blog from livejournal...

the most fucked up blogsite. everything so hard to edit. die die need to use their own theme to edit. NNB... damn pissed. most of the design is not wat i wan.. how to edit? i dunno. i not website pro. Livejournal jus sucks. LJ <<<< muahhaha ur nick nick name..

2008-09-23T16:18:00.002+08:00

人在做, 天在看

要付出, 才会有收获

jus these two sentence is enough for this entry.

heres the chinese to english dictionary... haha..

http://www.mandarintools.com/worddict.html

This Story C o n t i n u e . . .

2008-09-22T14:55:00.004+08:00

ITS back... after SO MANY DAYSSSSSSSSSSSS.... MTHSSSSSSSSSS...... YRS..............

LIM BEH ISH BACK\\

Spend my life thinkin why why why?? why i still wasting my life till now? untill ppl beside me is leaving. leaving for their own gd. PATHETIC!!!! this post is jus the start. more to come in the future. more EXCITING stuff. story of how i will change my life. will earn back TWICE how much i have wasted from the last post till this post.

pple say ns life is waste of time. my mouth oso always says this when i in ns.. ALWAYS cursing the gov cursing why so stupid y mus serve ns instead of give us the time work in the society gain experience.

Untill the day the pink IC reach my hand. ALL STARTED TO CHANGED! no-more says "sir" no-more tying the stupid fucking long shoe lace, no more waking up at 5.30am!! earlier den my gf, no-more playing saf office politics, no more hearing "hey, u know ytd the fucker wanna aim me. knn i nv do any wrong wanna aim me. FUCKERS." wa lan i hear this my mind sian. another fucking matter again. no-more UNLIMITED OFFS.... tis the best part, i have unlimited off. of coz nuthing come for free, i have to sacrifice some of my time do some easy jods thats it off for tml. hhaa..no-more chiong over nite in forest nv shit nv brush teeth nv urine etc etc.. no -more leaving the one i love at hm during my out field . . AND MANY NO-MOre... 2 yrs of no-more u think i can finish in one post... wait long long.

My boss CO LTC chua, we seldom tok u believe? SELDOM!!! till now still less den 20 sentence. but i respect him. the face nv smile. but care for nsf. to reach this rank, he really fits.

my 2nd boss godmum.. fucking funny.. someone even says we are together. oh come on... u jealous i got unlimited off? nvm i forgive those naive coz u are working in office.

Working in office i learn alot, not everything i learn is perfect. i learn some ways to deal with GOOD pple too. ha.. for the sake of earning $3000+ frm saf u wanna do this to someone and make other pple smile. FUCK OFF!!! u this retard!!!... i dun wanna say ur name out coz u already brought shame on ur religion. knn.. u oso like one of the retard, nsf dun wanna say u coz they jus wan a better life.

thanks to all the fuckers i know, without u fuckers, i think nsf will go weaker in the society. thanks fuckers, u are too old, ur time is up. have a gd rest. RIP.

Sometimes i think workin in civilian is very exciting. coz working in saf office and civilian is diff.
saf u see rank and boss. outside u onli see power. lol! and outside everyone is equal except boss. i will be in this line soon. more exciting coming up.

for 2 yrs when i serving ns, we always quarrel, i know this will nv stop. but lucky still maintain. losing hope in someone means the person is frm bad to worst. i always listen to storys of during ns relationship got prob and thats it. i thot i am the one, but u are doing more den a gf will do, tats y we are still together. i feel regret when i thot of the stuff i shld not have done. last 2 yrs i always think tat i have no freedom. but actually freedom = time management. I HAVE EVEN MORE FREEDOM now. i jus nv make full use of it. On the day i got my PINK card, the 1st thing i thot of was "at last we can have a better life." now i wanna change it to "from now on we will have better life." times up, u have run for 2 yrs. Its time u hand over the baton to me. I will start running when this post is up. u jus have to watch me to prevent the baton from dropping. thank you. 耿岩.

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2006-12-14T17:28:00.001+08:00

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2006-12-09T14:47:00.000+08:00

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2006-10-08T11:42:00.000+08:00

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life is like a boat

2005-08-03T01:42:00.000+08:00

Life Is Like A Boat

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin' and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you thru another day

Tookude iki wo shiteru toumei ni nattamitai
Kurayami ni omoe takedo mekaku shisarete tadake

Inori wo sasagete atarashii hi wo matsu
Azayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

Hito no kokoro wa utsuri yuku nukedashita kunaru
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de fune wo tsureteku

And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I.... can see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong

Tabi wa mada tsudzuiteku odayakana hi mo
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de fune wo terashidasu

Inori wo sasagete atarashii hi wo matsu
Azayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

Unmei no fune wo kogi
nami wa tsugi kara tsugi e to
Watashitachi wo osou kedo
Sore mo suteki na tabi ne
Dore mo suteki na tabi ne

long time

2005-05-04T02:55:00.000+08:00

i feel better
it jus make me feel stronger
stronger den b4
issit a gd thing or bad thing
wat if i thot i am stronger but in fact i am not
will i feel even more weaker den b4 and b4

scare this one day nv come
and i alwasy be strong

*****************

my sch work in mess
dun feel like doing any thing
everything in mess

HOPELESS!!!!!

shorter

2005-04-25T00:57:00.000+08:00

y ur entry shorter?? b4 i read dun think is so short.

*

i spend abt 10 mins thinkin how to read this entry. now i stop and i write.

..............................

i still dunno how to start and how to express.

i give F grade for dunno how to explain.

i go stonin and slp.

a slow nite.

kao

2005-04-23T23:18:00.000+08:00

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depression MOOD

lie

2005-04-19T10:24:00.000+08:00

"我常常感到难过.

你了解我在说什么吗?

其实并没有真正发生什么事,

只是想到:

但我不懂,
为什么觉得 "难过",

就等于不快乐呢?

为什么不能再像小时侯一样,

每天都觉得快乐?

"难过" 也可以是一种快乐!!

为什么现在我必须假装快乐?

嘿嘿嘿, 我真的很
"难过",

我真的很快乐!

偏偏......

我又不想说谎."

jimmy

Diana DeGarmo - Emotional

2005-04-19T08:23:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I get emotional
Sometimes I do some stupid things
Sometimes I say what I should just keep inside

Sometimes I'm sad 'bout everything
Sometimes I'm mad and break some things
Sorry times ten but you just got in the way

Don't give up
Now running away
I wont hurt you
Sometimes I'm just a pain
And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am

Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy
But sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel.. emotional

You say I'm just impossible
Totally unpredictable
I'm just a girl, get used to it
No big deal

You cant change me
Why would you try
I'm no angel, but I can make you smile

And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am

Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy
But sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel emotional

(Don't give up) Don't give up
I wont hurt you
Oh, sometimes I'm just a pain
And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am....

That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy
But sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me

That's when I feel
Ohhhh yeaaahhhhhh
I feel

Sometimes I get..emotional

Diana DeGarmo - Emotional

mUHAAHA HAPPY!

2005-04-18T22:39:00.000+08:00

可是我不想当金鱼.

金鱼没自由.

金鱼生活没
up and down,

金鱼只有死和活.

金鱼的女朋友的脸每个都一样,

SO BORING!!!!!!!!

没选择.没有 X FACTOR TYPE.

hahahaa!!!!

给我选做人还是金鱼,

我要做帅哥!!!!!!! 啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦!!!!!!!

LJ feeling.

2005-04-14T02:09:00.000+08:00

为什么金鱼可以用一个表情面对全世界,

而为什么我不可以用一个表情面对全世界??

STUPID

2005-04-12T05:38:00.000+08:00

wats is stupid?

stupid is u do sumthing meaningful to urself but pple say u stupid. tat is a STUPID! STUPID pple always say tat to not stupid pple. i WUN say pple stupid. i will say onli when pple got better way to go but the choose the not better way. they r kam lan cum damn STUPID!.

but now i feel i very STUPID!. got better way to go and i choose wat i am now. KAO!!! REALLY KAM LAN! u think i wan. no i dun wan. but i wan oso. NVM its very chim. bcoz i always choose to believe tat i not stupid. haiz... this is a condemn case. this stupidity hard to cure. have to sacrifice.

!&*%!&^$*$^!_ &!*($^!*( )^#*!$$!^(%*^!)( %$!$()!&$( )!^$*(!%*($^!(^!)(^$!

actually this entry is not meant to be this. shld is a entertaining entry. but this stupid feeling come. i mus write down. entertaining entry might now come nowadays. coz i really nv been happy since...................

AIYA!!!!!!!! I HATE BLOGGING TODAY.

blog

2005-04-07T07:43:00.000+08:00

stilll can blog one more. got a bit time.

ytd is my 1st day tat i got the high mood feeling. i luving it.

dunn no y!.

but today seems gone.

i missing it. PLS COME AGAIN!!! visit me often.

time finish.

high

2005-04-07T07:38:00.000+08:00

HIGH!!!

HIGH

HIGH!!!

HIGH
HIGH!

HIGH!!!

HIGH!!!!!!!!!!!

HIGH!!!!!!!!!

HIGH HIGH HIGH HIGH HIGH HIGH!!!!!!!!! NO FEELING AT ALL!!!

LUB ME LUB ME LUB DUN LUB ME~~~

lose

2005-04-04T09:39:00.000+08:00

i lose the battle wif myself.

i cant help it.

i cant do anything.

CANT SLP!!

2005-04-02T00:53:00.000+08:00

CANT SLP!!!! CANT CANT CANT CANT!!!!!

SOMEONE BLOCKING ME TO ENTER MY DREAM LAND.

I"LL FIND U AND KILL U.

clear my path and let me walk straight.

i will slp and tml i will burn hard with the help of my dear HEAVEN!!! PLS!!! burn ME.

BURN!!!

2005-04-01T23:25:00.000+08:00

睡觉,

烦恼烧掉它!!!!!

来我梦一起玩火烧大大!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

大大大大大大大!!!!!

971245185813816 degree!!!

troubled

2005-04-01T23:12:00.000+08:00

today was trying to be happy the whole day but cannot. been like this ever since dunno when. VERY TIRING!. i wonder y pple can have the tml is the last day of their life mood. like eveyr day happy happy. so shiok! I WANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!

today. but cant.

when got a beautiful entry? WAH ERM JAI.

time to slp. early slp.

wat title???

2005-03-31T02:37:00.000+08:00

NOW I REALLY FEEL LIKE BLOGGING!!! coz the FUCK FEELING COME AGAIN!!!!

I THOT THIS FEELING WILL GONE FOREVER. BUT NEVER!!!! IT WILL REPEAT AGAIN! EVERY THING TAT HAPPEN TO MY LIFE WILL REPEAT AGAIN TO MAKE ME FEEL THE KICK AND PAIN AND I DUN LEARN!. HAHAHAH!! YA DUN LEARN WHICH I TILL NOW BROUGHT IT TO THIS STATE MYSELF!.

FOR SO LONG I NV BLOG COZ I REALLY GOT NUTHING GD TO SAY. I NV BEEN HAPPY B4 FOR SO LONG. AND NUTHING REALLY HAPPY HAPPEN TO ME. MAY BE GOT BUT FUCK THINGS ARE MORE DEN HAPPY SO I FORGOT. MY HOLIDAYS = NO HOLIDAYS. MY FREE TIME = SLP. I NEED ALOT OF SLP. COZ NUTHING HAPPY TO MAKE ME STAY AWAKE. I RATHER SLP FOREVER.

I USE TO BE VERY HAPPY EVERYDAY LAST TIME. YA EVERYDAY!!!! I CAN LAUGH NON STOP. NOW I CAN LAUGH TOO. BUT ACTING. I AM TIRED. I REALLY NO MOOD TO LAUGH. EVRRYTHING NO INTEREST IN LIFE AT THIS MOMENT. THOT HOLIDAYS I GOT FREE TIME TO DO SOUL SEARCHING. BUT NO. HOLIDAYS IS MORE BUSY AND TULAN DEN SCH OPEN. AND I MEAN IT. I HATE HOLIDAYS NOW. AND I HATE SCH NOW TOO. YA I EVERYTHING HATE. I NOBODY. I SHIT. I PISSED. I REALLY WANNA FIND SOMETHING EXCITING TO DO.

I READ THRU MY ENTRY I FIND TAT THERES NUTHING INTERESTING TO READ ANYMORE. ALL NO HAPPY THINGS. I LOST INTEREST. I BLOG TO COMPLAIN AND PASTE MY ANGER HERE TO FEEL BETTER. EVERY TIME AFTER I BLOG I REALLY WILL FEEL BETTER. GD.

SCH OPEN NOW. AND I ALREADY START TO FEEL ALL THE STRESS AND PRESSURE COMING ALTOGETHER NOW. I REALLY CANNOT TAKE IT ONE DAY I WILL SCOLD SOMEONE. U WILL BE UNLUCKY IF U R THE ONE. I NV GOT SUCH THE STRONG FEELING TAT ITS TIME THE ANGER NEED TO BE SHOWN IN MY REAL LIFE.

>>>> TO A SHE. U THOT U WAT KIGN ARH? TMD I KNOW U WUN GET TO READ MY BLOG TATS Y I DARE TO SAY. NNH. ALWAY CARRY THE FUCKING ATTITUDE. ALWAYS ACTING. U REALLY DUN HAVE ANY GD THING FOR ME TO SEE U SONG SONG. REALLY NUTHING AT ALL AFTER I KNOW DEEP THRU U. AND I MEAN IT. PPLE MAY THINK TAT U R THE BEST. YA TRUE U R. BUT THERE IS SOMETHING I FOUND OUT. AND NO NEED TO SAY. ITS FOR U ALL TO FIND OUT. I DUN WAN TO EXPLAIN CUZ I DUNNO HOW. U WILL KNOW HOW IT REALLY FEELS IF U FIND OUT URSELF. AND I BET U WILL BE VERY KICK. FOR SO LONG I NV SEE WRONG PERSON. I HOPE U R THE ONLI ONE I REALLY SEE WRONG. ALL WRONG. I REALLY HOPE. BUT I STILL THINK TAT I NV. I ALWAY HOPE JUS TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL BETTER. FOR SOME REASON. HOPE A GUY WILL MARRY U SOON. AND HOPE TILL THEN, I SEE U TOTALLY WRONG. I WISH. BUT I DOUBT. STILL GOT ALOT TO SAY ABT U!!!! BUT TIRED.<<<<

I DEEP FEELING WHICH NO ONE UNDERSTAND. I HATE IT!!!!.

Y NOW I NV GET better!!!!! I STILL ANGRY!!!!

I HATE BEING LIKE THIS. OKIE RELAX.

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ALOT OF THINGS AT ONCE WHICH I REALLY CANNOT TAKE IT ANY MORE.

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thanx to din, fancy and peng the 2 sisters for ur really belated present. hahaha really nv expect it. very surprise and touch. i like it very much.

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ANGRY!!!

2005-03-22T00:47:00.000+08:00

if ytd this time i blog, it wun be a blog it will be a cls rm for u all to learn all the AH BENGS SENTENCE AND POEMS i know. ALL SPLIT OUT TO SCOLD ONE PERSON. PEH WEI GUANG. PUI!

nw in stable mood. I HATE!. i WAN ANGRY MOOD! VERY EXCITING! and i will think alot learn alot. got a feeling to kill every one and wun go jail. coz crzy police cannot catch.

pple always say put urself in others pple's shoe can?? FUCK IT!! put too much u finding trouble for urself. dunno last time young hu always say this to me. KNN! if i remember, u better wear my shoe forever. i wan to barefoot walking on the street.

i wonder wat i come to this world for. kana sian. come here do rubbish. i choose the wrong path for my life. i cant turn back i wun think back. i will move one and KILL PPLE. muz adjust to the right path. if not, its too late.

dun like the feeling tat a fren make me disappointed. but i got a fren tat make me disappointed. haiz... if i nv know her, i will not have the feeling. y mus i know her?? fate arh? ya mayb. i accepted. i accept the fact tat i look dwn on her. everytime see her, nuthing to say. but got alot feeling. the feeling is unexpressable.

DISSAPPOINTED!!!!.~

i start to lost interest in computing. damn sian. i getting phobia again. i will try to use less and less untill the feeling com back. i hate computing means i hate meself. computing make me depression. makes me sad. makes me upside dwn. make me waste time.

today on bus i saw a couple. they old liao like 60+ . they tok very loud and laugh loud and they toking rubbish. they got a bit crazy. if i am one of them, the feeling might be very happy and unforgettable. siao siao pple live in their own fantasy world. got freedom in their own world dun care wat pple think. but the fact is they r really crazy. we see them as mentally disorder pple.
i see how they laugh really very happy. i dunno happy for them or sad for them.

bros!!!! u all long time nv see me!!!! wan to see me???

stone

2005-03-14T22:27:00.000+08:00

a story of a stone

got one stone on the road.
got kicked here and there, car roll over alot of times.
nobody knows y the stone is there.

den one fine day it got picked up and throw at someone.
hit the person head to satisfy the guy's aim,
and drop on the road again.

story end.

projects

2005-03-07T19:58:00.000+08:00

i am stronger den 3hr b4. jus charge. will be using untill tml 4pm. These few days is my exciting days. Its very challenging and 24hr is not enough. NO shld say 6 hrs is not enough. 18 hrs i will be stoning in front of com. stone and stone untill the time minus minus till i kan jiong den i start work.

i name this feeling, "expanihap."

EXPANIHAP.
EXPANIHAP. EXPANIHAP. EXPANIHAP. EXPANIHAP.
EXPANIHAP. EXPANIHAP. EXPANIHAP.
EXPANIHAP. EXPANIHAP.
EXPANIHAP. EXPANIHAP. EXPANIHAP.

its the combination of exciting cum panic cum happy. dun ask me y happy. i not sure. maybe is bcoz exciting cum panic = ki siao = happy. i think so. i invent myself. last time i manage to complete this game in time without using weapon. i find it no kick any more. i cut the time shorter and shorter to add alot excitment. in the end the one hurt is myself. and the one become stronger is oso myself. this game is dangerous. tonite will be another exciting game. tml i have to fight 3 kings. SI BEI SONG! SONG DAo

我嘴吧喷血,

很多很多..... 喷喷喷喷喷喷喷喷喷喷

喷喷喷喷喷喷喷

喷喷喷喷喷喷喷喷喷喷

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喷喷喷喷喷喷喷

喷喷喷喷

喷不停!!!

pple play this game i play this game. pple play untill go sch fight king eyes open big big alert. i oso eyes open big big but soul not wif me. he finding pillow and bed. NNH!

i muz find cheat code!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after tml. i will blog interesting entry. MAUHAHAHA!!!!

my DOOR IS CLOSE. finding cheat code fight tml's 3 kings.

haiz.

2005-03-01T20:56:00.000+08:00

i know i can. the time will come one day. faster come. dun ask me wat thing. when the time come den i will know. COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i look down on myself this term. i am tired.

something make me dun feel like doing work. i am tired.

pple change for the better. i change for the worst. den one shot to the better zhong de better.

i lie. i am tired.

2005-03-01T16:32:00.000+08:00

He touch my left hand on the bus.

scare

i dunno he accidentally touch or purposely with accidentally acting skill touch.

i wan to smack him.

HE IS IBP!!!!!!

feel.

2005-02-27T01:53:00.000+08:00

'my feeling for blogging finally come//'

slowly it will gone.

生日快乐

means ur birthday ur happy will go very fast. 24hrs is not enough.
NONONONONONONONONONOONO
NONONONONONONONONONONO

after my big day. i received a big impact on the next day. its a gd start. when u have no way to go, dun run. face it. the outcome wun be worst den u expected. cannot run again. dun run.

mai chao.//

i watch drama, movies, all cock show. the fortune teller always say when someone bad luck untill onli 20 or 21. after tat ur luck will be awesome gd wan wind get wind wan water got water wan lighting lighting come.

all fortune teller mus DIE. ur stall mus burn DOWN.

everyone do sumthing for a reason. ppl say nuthing 99.95% is..........................// life very interesting actually. even very bad thing happen, is oso very interesting. onli if u know how to open the bad thing inside sure got gd thing and interesting thing coz its very hard to open. but u mus take time to find the key to open. if cannot find den dun find. cannot means cannot dun force. coz u lousy. u force to find u will be more sadness. den u orbi no one help u. u create urself blame urself. pple laughing at u. den u more and more sad. u can go and die le.

pple always create prob after another. this is life. if no prob, u not human. when got prob, most of us alreadi know the ans or solution for it. got ans liao so wat. u think and think the more u think, the ans will slowly be a ans not u wan. den u feel very worst and dunno wat to do. got ans liao still think wat. not every ans 100% correct. mostly the 1st ans u think shld b the rite one. tats the one u feel gd wif tats y is the 1st one to come to ur mind. some ans is bo bian but u feel gd wif its oso a gd ans. pple dun wanna use the ans bcoz no confident, dun dare to do. den go ask pple how how how.... help me leh help me leh. in the end wat u really wan from them is the ans tat is same as urs. den u will feel gd. if not the same, u will feel more disappointed. den think and think and think and think

think

think

think

think

think

cannot means cannot dun force. coz u lousy. u force to find u will be more sadness. den u orbi no one help u. u create urself blame urself. pple laughing at u. den u more and more sad. u can oso go and die le.

finding new keys.

WWOWOWWOWOW.... interesting. COOL!!!!!!!!

thanx/!!

2005-02-24T17:54:00.000+08:00

on 21 fed.

its a very unforgetable-cum-touching day for me.

every present tells a story. i will cherish it.

every msg gives a little light in my life.

thx to all.
****** ***** ******** ***************** ************** ******
************************ *********** ******************** ************* ***

祝我生日快乐

2005-02-20T11:41:00.000+08:00

祝我生日快乐

我知道伤心不能改变什么

那么让我诚实一点

诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄

只有关上了门不必理谁

一个人坐在空的包厢里面

手机让它休息一夜

那上千个切掉回忆的画面

眼泪不能流过十二点

生日快乐

我对自己说

蜡烛点了

寂寞亮了

生日快乐

泪也融了

我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切

还爱你的一点恨

还要时间

才能平衡

热恋伤痕

画面重生

祝我生日快乐

time come.

2005-02-15T22:55:00.000+08:00

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all these in my head fighting and fighting and fighting. forcing me to ki siao. draging me around bang the wall. i in hell. cannot climb up. hell wan me heaven oso wan me. but earth need me most. hhahahahaahaa. they wanna catch me i run run run run. den i saw one thing i take and spray. spray alot alot alot............. i will win in the end!!!

拜干, 杀杀杀.

sunday i shit. monday i lua sia(super duper hot one) 2 time in the noon. today i lua sia. my stomach now stor abit abit will pain and lua sia. i stomach playin wif me. very fun.

i will burn oil many many oil. i dun care. this time i will throw myself out. i really dun care. if anyone disturb me make me tu lan make me got the special feeling, i will diao u. use eyes burn u inside ur eyes. use hand slap ur face. dun ji siao me i easy angry now. FED UP FED UP BY ALOT ALOT ALOT STUFF!!!!!! veyr messy!!!!!

gd thing is i am learnin to solve it. AND I WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!! WILL!!!!

vday

2005-02-14T11:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VDAY!!!!!!

hope everbody happy. got happy got sad most happy some will break today. i pity those hu break today but at least u still got a beautiful sad memorable day. hhahahaa....

today jus like all other couples. i have to buy flowers, make nice nice. be creative and give her a surprise. she see will come hug me and deep deep look into her eyes, tell something true eyes. her eyes will be big. forcing herself to make the eye bag thick thick not to let the precious tears drip trying to be strong. but in the end she bth ONE DRIP will do. it melted me heart.

i have think of a super duper creative and romantic untill i oso mushy to do. but to achive the SUPER touching sence above, i got no choice but to do it. it will be a very forever-unforgettable-feeling-cum-sence vday for both of us. and i know she will be happy. nono SUPER DUPER TOUCH. after this vday, i will give all my trust to her. nono we exchange. i dun wan anything from her jus the feeling tat can see the future will do. in order to achive this feeling today's plan mus run smooth smooth. AND I AM CONFIDENT. i oso planned a rainingday plan. so tat if rain, a even more touching sence will be created. but this i need the help of sky. hope he help us. and i am sure today will be a very special day for me and her. even a simple "i luv u" sentence said after today will be a priceless trust handed to her.

to be creative, brain need to be crack open. to get the plan done, heart need to be open.

today both of us will off our handphone. sry to her frens if she cant be contacted. and sry to my bros if u all cant contact me. this day is important. hope nuting goes wrong. sry to all.

i lied. today after sch i will go hm.

and my handphone will be on. i can be contacted.

steamboat.

2005-02-13T23:53:00.000+08:00

the clouds eaten sun. untill i abt to go the clouds vomit the sun out.

this wk no sun for me. disappointed.

i bought a early BDAY present for myself. a big black bloodbros bag. i lud it lud it lud lud it. big one yesh big. can put alot stuff.

i can bring water bottle to sch. i will bring water bottle to sch. i will drink plain water. healthy water. jus like 13 yrs ago. one press the cap pop open. i sux the straw. den i "tiak" back. put easer on the cap i "tiak" again. the easer fly hit pple.

"i bought a early BDAY present for myself. a big black bloodbros bag. i lud it lud it lud lud it. big one yesh big. can put alot stuff.

i bought a early BDAY present for myself. a big black bloodbros bag. i lud it lud it lud lud it. big one yesh big. can put alot stuff.

i bought a early BDAY present for myself. a big black bloodbros bag. i lud it lud it lud lud it. big one yesh big. can put alot stuff.

i bought a early BDAY present for myself. a big black bloodbros bag. i lud it lud it lud lud it. big one yesh big. can put alot stuff."

today had a nice burning sensation wif my clasmate. YA, BURNING SENSATION!!!!!!! had steamboat at geylang. can see can eat can burn. 3 in 1. eat alot junk dunno wat.looks nice i will put into the hot red oily water. DUN CARE. got eat or not is another matter. last dish to cook PIG'S BRAIN!!!.....

YUSK PUI!!! ERXIN!!!! BLOODY!!! PINKY!!! LUAN LUAN!!! aiya pic will come out when i got it. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i will stop thinkin now.

reach home sensation coolin dwn and toilet i go in. one time all come out very shiok. burning sensation asshole come. hahhahaha.... oya btw on new yr new eve i bomb. feel like a new start to clear all the dirty stuff. i very happy. YEAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

new yr

2005-02-11T02:00:00.000+08:00

new YEAR.... chicken yr.

"sad mus live, happy oso live, rather be happy."

this quote pple always say. say i oso know how to say. very easy. to do, u all know or not??
chey kb arh ni much. i dunno how to do. i know very tiring to do. mus act. act mus laugh. laugh mus laugh like real. if not reall pple know. they know oso bo bian u cannot do any thing. u kana expos den u LL. they pester u wat happen wat happen u dun say they know say u dao. u say u will kana ask more. den u fed up scold them. they scold u back. den fight. fight get hurt den go hospital. very serious one of them die. den got song ka. walk round and round around ur coffin. cry out loud. dun cry very paiseh. den in the end u regret y tat time mus ask so much.

hahahahhahHH!H!H!H!!!

i compose this story. sad sad story.

gd start for my chicken yr. at 1st sad sad den later happy happy. begin of chick yr solve all the prob and den will sun sun li li.

next big day will be vday.

I DUN CARE ABT TAT DAY!!!!!! I DUN CARE ABT TAT DAY!!!!!!I DUN CARE ABT TAT DAY!!!!!!I DUN CARE ABT TAT DAY!!!!!!I DUN CARE ABT TAT DAY!!!!!!I DUN CARE ABT TAT DAY!!!!!!I DUN CARE ABT TAT DAY!!!!!!I DUN CARE ABT TAT DAY!!!!!!I DUN CARE ABT TAT DAY!!!!!!I DUN CARE ABT TAT DAY!!!!!!I DUN CARE ABT TAT DAY!!!!!!I DUN CARE ABT TAT DAY!!!!!!I DUN CARE ABT TAT DAY!!!!!!I DUN CARE ABT TAT DAY!!!!!!I DUN CARE ABT TAT DAY!!!!!!I DUN CARE ABT TAT DAY!!!!!!I DUN CARE ABT TAT DAY!!!!!!I DUN CARE ABT TAT DAY!!!!!!I DUN CARE ABT TAT DAY!!!!!!I DUN CARE ABT TAT DAY!!!!!!

den next big day is........ u all look the the countdwn. its gettin less and less.

hahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahaaa

hahaha

h
ah

hhahahahahah

ahahahahahahahahahahahahahah

ahahhhhhahahahaha

hahahahahahh

//byebye

ren

2005-02-01T03:34:00.000+08:00

人海忙忙中.....

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2005-01-31T01:42:00.000+08:00

these few days i suddenly very low in mood. very wan to scold ppl. i cant stay hm. stay hm i xiang alot things.

OUTING OUTING OUTING OUTING OUTING OUTING mus go out!!!!

moody ghost created. create at the wrong timing. dunno when go. time is not rite lar.

CONCENTRATED!!!!!!!!

//

smallville is out again!!! i very happy. waited long weeks show now out again i happy. maybe its time. i think the time is coming. mus wait for the rite time den act. mus be confident.

\\ended.

2005-01-29T01:34:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday // JEAN!!!!!! Happy Birthday // JEAN!!!!!! Happy Birthday // JEAN!!!!!! Happy Birthday // JEAN!!!!!! Happy Birthday // JEAN!!!!!! Happy Birthday // JEAN!!!!!! Happy Birthday // JEAN!!!!!! Happy Birthday // JEAN!!!!!!

think u now in japan FUN FUN! SONG SONG.

ka wah eeee nehhhhhhh!!!! bring all ur fren dwn for holidays!!!!! mos burger on ME!!!

22th// hope u win $$ give me $$.

2005-01-28T01:30:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday JOHNATHON!!!!!! Happy birthday JOHNATHON!!!!!! Happy birthday JOHNATHON!!!!!! Happy birthday JOHNATHON!!!!!! Happy birthday JOHNATHON!!!!!! Happy birthday JOHNATHON!!!!!!

20th// hope u win $$ give me $$.

meaningful

2005-01-26T02:10:00.000+08:00

time changes a person?

contradicting issue.

time is always moving,
never stop human is also moving, cant stop,
cant lose surrouding changes,
human try to adapt to the new change so human changes,
time is just to accompany human.

human slowly changes without knowing.

change the surrounding back,
enviorment back human maybe the same.

we all have a base,
a foundation that i think can never be change.

mel// she wrote.

2005-01-26T00:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPYHAPPY HAPPYHAPPY HAPPYHAPPY
HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY

HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY HAPPYHAPPY HAPPY

HAPPYHAPPY HAPPYHAPPY

BIRTHDAYBIRTHDAY BIRTHDAYBIRTHDAY
BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY
BIRTHDAYBIRTHDAY BIRTHDAYBIRTHDAY
BIRTHDAYBIRTHDAY

TERENCE!!!!! TERENCE!!!!!TERENCE !!!!!TERENCE!!!!!
TERENCE!!!!! TERENCE!!!!!
TERENCE!!!!! TERENCE!!!!!TERENCE!!!!!
TERENCE!!!!!TERENCE!!!!!
TERENCE!!!!!TERENCE!!!!!

20th// hope u every day win $$ give me $$.

on fire.

2005-01-25T23:46:00.000+08:00

500% on fire after sch.

hot sun 20% added.

alot alot alot IBP there, 288% added.

my bks still at the place i hide in library, 10% take away.

shop eat alone, 10000% added.

slack, 20% take away.

go every levis look for my size shirt. (THIS VERY I VERY ANGRY!!!!!I NV BUY LAST WK!!) 120% added x 2 = 240%.

farewell dinner, 1234% take away//

end of today, go count urself.

i tell story

2005-01-25T03:52:00.000+08:00

i tell Story..//

They have been married for two years. He loves
literature and often posts his work on the net, but
nobody ever reads them. He is also into
photography and he handles their wedding photos.
He loves her very much. Likewise with her. She
has a quick temper and always bullies him. He is
a gentleman and always gives in to her.
Today, she's being willful again.

Her: "Why can't you be the photographer for my
friend's wedding? She promised she'd pay."

Him: "I don't have time that day."

Her: "Humph!"

Him: "Huh?"

Her: "Don't have time? Write less of those novels,
and you will have all the time you need."

Him: "I... someone will definitely recognize my
work some day."

Her: "Humph! I don't care, you'll have to do it for
her!"

Him: "No."

Her: "Just this once?"

Him: "No."

Negotiation's broken. So, she gave the final
warning: "Give me a Yes within three days, or
else..."

First day, she "withheld" the kitchen, bathroom,
computer, refrigerator, television, hi-fi... Except the
double bed, to show her "benevolence".

Of course, she has to sleep on it too. He didn't
mind, as he still has some cash in his pockets.

Second day, she conducted a raid and removed
everything from his pockets and warned, "Seek
any external help, and you bear the
consequences."

He's nervous now. That night, on the bed, he begs
for mercy, hoping that she'll end this state. She
doesn't give a damn. No way am I giving in,
whatever he says. Until he agrees.

Third day, night. On the bed. He's lying on the bed,
looking to one side. She's lying on the bed, looking
to the other side.

Him: "We need to talk."

Her: "Unless it's about the wedding, forget it."

Him: "It's something very important."

She remains silent.

Him: "Let's get a divorce."

She did not believe her ears.

Him: "I got to know a girl."

She's totally angry, and wanted to hit him. But she
held it down, wanting to let him finish. But her
eyes already felt wet. He took a photo out from his
chest. Probably from his undershirt pocket, that's
the only place she didn't go through yesterday.
How careless.

Him: "She's a nice girl."

Her tears fell.

Him: "She has a good personality too."

She's heartbroken because he puts a photo of
some other girl close to his heart.

Him: "She says that she'll support me fully in my
pursue for literature after we got married."

She's very jealous because she said the same
thing in the past.

Him: "She loves me truly."

She wishes to sit up and scream at him "Don't I?"

Him: "So, I think she won't force me to do
something that I don't want to do."

She's thinking, but the rage won't subside.

Him: "Want to take a look at the photo I took for
her?"

Her: "...!"

He brings the photo before her eyes. She's in a
total rage, hits his hand away and leaves a burning
slap on his face.

He sighs. She cries.

He puts the photo back to his pocket. She pulls
her hand back under the blanket.

He turns off the light, and sleeps. She turns on the
light, and sits up. He's asleep. She lost sleep. She
regrets treating him the way she treated him.

She cried again, and thought about a lot of things.
She wants to wake him up. She wants to have a
intimate talk with him. She doesn't want to push
him anymore. She stares at his chest. She wants
to see how the girl looks.

She slips the photo out. She wanted to cry and
she wanted to laugh.

It's a nicely taken photo. A photo he took for her.
She bends down, and kissed him on his cheek.

He smiled. He was just pretending to be asleep.

-----
"You learn to love, not by finding a perfect person,
but by learning to see an imperfect person
perfectly."

Chance or Choice?

2005-01-25T03:48:00.000+08:00

Chance or Choice?

When we meet the right person to love, when we're
at
the right place at the right time, that's CHANCE.
When
you meet someone you're attracted to, that's not a
CHOICE. That's CHANCE. Being caught up in a
moment
(and there are a lot of couples who get together
because of this) is not a CHOICE. That's also a
CHANCE.

The difference is what happens afterwards. When
will
you take that infatuation, that crush, that
mind-blowing attraction to the next level? That's
when
all sanity goes back, you sit down and
contemplate
whether you want to make this into a concrete
relationship or just a fling.

If you decide to love a person, even with his faults,
that's not a CHANCE. That's CHOICE. When you
choose to
be with a person, no matter what, that's CHOICE.
Even
if you know there are many people out there who
are
more attractive, smarter, and richer than your
mate,
and yet, you decide to love your mate just the
same,
that's CHOICE.

Infatuation, crushes, and attraction come to us by
CHANCE. But true love that lasts is truly a
CHOICE. A
CHOICE that we make. Regarding soulmates,
there's a
beautiful movie quote that I believe is so true about
this: "Fate brings you together, but it's still up to
you to make it happen." I believe that soulmates
do
exist, that there is truly someone made for you.
But
it's still up to you to make the CHOICE if you're
going to do something about it or not.

We may meet our soulmates by CHANCE, but
loving and
staying with our soulmate is still a CHOICE we
have to
make. We came to the world not by finding
someone
perfect to love, BUT to learn how to love an
imperfect
person perfectly.

complain!

2005-01-25T02:47:00.000+08:00

I WAN TO COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!!
I WAN TO COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!!
I WAN TO COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!!
I WAN TO COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!!I WAN TO COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!!
I WAN TO COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!!
I WAN TO COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!!I WAN TO COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!!I WAN TO COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!!I WAN TO COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!!
I WAN TO COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!!I WAN TO COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!!
I WAN TO COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!!
I WAN TO COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!!
I WAN TO COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!!I WAN TO COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!!I WAN TO COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!!
I WAN TO COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!! I WAN TO COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!!

i wan to brain wash.

smallville #11 start showing again on 26th. YEAH!!! i long waited. time to d/////l.

cant wait.

not the same.

2005-01-25T02:31:00.000+08:00

life isnt the same any more.

since this sem start. i feel not rite. not the same anymore.

not the same anymore.
not the same anymore.
not the same anymore.
not the same anymore.
not the same anymore.
not the same anymore.

till now its still changing and changing. change not for gd but to me for bad.

timetable all nv same time all nv meet. this time all wanna meet its very hard. i am tired and sick of it. every day go sch crap i look lec lec look me. after sch go hm. go hm is the worst. everytime walk alone to ps take mrt. but dun feel like take so fast. walk untill orchard take bus or mrt. walking alone is nice. can think alot of things. but for so many days untill i very sian. i dunno next time walk where. town so small one streeth walk finish. next i'll count how many step i took to walk to orchard. i nv try b4. i rather dun go sch whole day or stay in cls whole day. go hm is like night mare to me. go town walk walk no $ buy. very gian.

ARGHHHHH...

all the ghost i created all dunno go where. i guess its time i think thru again. how to create more GUI!. this is the time i recompile myself. wats new come out i not sure. its a gd period. seldom got this period.

no one understand.

byebye//

missing

2005-01-23T18:25:00.000+08:00

Evanescence
//missing

Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
Maybe some day you'll look up
And barely consious you'll say to no one
Isn't something missing?

You won't cry for my absence I know
You forgot me long ago
Am i that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?
Isn't something missing?
isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me not now
Though I'd die to know you loved me
I'm all alone
isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
"Isn't something missing?"
Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me.. Not now
Though I'd die to know you loved me
I'm all alone
isn't someone missing me?

And if I bleed, I'll bleed
Knowing you don't care
And if I sleep just to dream of you
And wake without you there
isn't something missing? isn't something....

Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me not now
though I'd die to know you loved me
I'm all alone
Isn't something missing
Isn't someone missing me?

damn stupid day

2005-01-23T18:16:00.000+08:00

ytd,

i heard the song. its someone's ringing tone. wah eh brain LUAN LUAN!
in the nite, perfect 10 played the song again. i shiok.HAHHAHAA thot the song outdated.

I BANNED THE SONG MYSELF.

project date due coming. I SCARE HISTORY WILL REPEAT>>>//

long no blog

2005-01-20T03:08:00.000+08:00

so many days nv blog.

my tagboard very quiet.

coz now i blog.

WHAT IS LIFE? // entry

this entry will delay. i need to research. very chim.
positive will come up. negative will no up.

today is 20th.

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

ANg PENG

on the 13th.

till now i haven peel new skin yet hope by chinese new yr will drop. den new luck come my way untill i wan to block oso cannot. coz i wan to be a big winner this yr.

hope later wake up will be ok. bcoz.... my eyes wanna close.

ended..//

tag me leh tmd. make my tagging flowing. i wan to see moving. move move MOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

i dun have motivation.

i wan motivation to reach me goal. i can see. but faaarrrrrrrrrrrrr.

really ended...........\\

blog

2005-01-12T12:32:00.000+08:00

TONITE I MUS BLOG.

TITLE:

WHAT IS LIFE?// Entry.

i like ur what is life entry.

sad

2005-01-05T01:27:00.000+08:00

no siao siao attitude since 2005.

i got a feeling. a very strong feeling inside me tat i goin bust. i dunno wat. no no. maybe is something i some how know wat but i dun want to take out from my mouth. i wan to seal it. or i scare to face it. alot alot reason y i dunno. i dunno i............... blah blah blah.

is pain keep inside. i learn something tat can dun say out den the feeling will go away. i know i can learn it. i will master it. meanwhile, my siao siao attitude door will close for a while. seal. dun wan it to contaminated. when will open i not sure. but will reopen one day. the day when i dunnno maybe will 4ever nv open. but this is more to impossible.

and meanwhile oso, i may have super attitude prob. may be i will anyhow scold pple. coz i got attitude prob. when i scold dun soft hearted. come beat me. wake me up. coz i got attitude prob. i need to sort out my prob. list it inside me. den slowly slowly solve it. once i solve it, u all will know. i big change. very big change. hhahaaaahaha... i oso dunno when izzit. prob will always come solve come solve.

recent yrs, i learn something. learn how to scold more bad words. learn how to be more anti social. learn how to be more sad sad. learn how to let ppl beat. learn how to endure the pain. learn how to accept the fuck face pple give. learn how to accept pple fuck up attitudes. learn how to accept pple bad words shoot on my face. and even learn how to accept india show my middle finger.

i grow more strong. MUAHHAHHAA. kick!

i think it time tat something mus change. change wat dun ask me. see change wat will solve more prob i change tat//.

today write untill like tat. if can i write more next time. dunno wat i say den next time no need come read liao. coz i oso dunno wat i am saying. after posting i read den see wat i wrote. mauhahahhaah!!! very fun.

ENDED//.

ps: superman on leave.

sch open

2005-01-03T11:57:00.000+08:00

TODAY, is sch nafa open collected $$ day.

cls start @ 1.30.

1/1/2005.

chalet at sentosa coasta sand.

pple come: jian lafone john kok prada alvin tracy larvina adeline and lim bei.

NICE.

waterrubypolo @ nite. GDGD.

but no sun no peel old skin for new skin for new yr.DISAPPOINTED.

i got a unspeakable feeling for today sch open.

entry end//.

last day 2004

2004-12-31T16:47:00.000+08:00

last day of 2004 MUS blog.

over all of 04//

dec 24 cum dec 25

i got PRESENT hor!!! hahaha!!! yesh!!! from the famous poker "....." ger, STP and my beloved "gf" feefer. i happy very thanks you. i got give oso!!! hahaha u all dun like oso muz bluff me like. i feell very warm. warm not external. warm in the internal. COZ i like xmas like tat. no crowd no squeeze no IBP smell no pple molest pple. coz i nv go town.

we as usual gang/jian kok john prada alvin lafone and lim bei/ and one more ger /larvina/ go lafone hse eat steamboat. very warm. i very high. the larvina got a dun-kao-bei-wif-me face. si bei kia.

play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play
bo liao game forefit blah blah blah monopoly blah blah blah..... blah blah blah..... blah blah blah..... blah blah blah..... blah blah blah.....

SLEEP.

den next day morning ki sentosa. wat a bad weather. sun come and go come and go. very irriating. NBCB. nvm. wah si bei super super si bei si bei tired. i control or i will go mad.

FINISH.

as usual go town zhou bo lan. this time really zhou bo lan... REALLY. SLACK untill very tired. u heard b4? slack got tired one meh? TMD. really tired. den reach home i very alert!!!!!! funnie. nvm i am adnormal too.

den things happen happen happen.... abit busy busy busy. den fast fast days past. now is last day of 2004. i feel tat very suay. earthquake, tsunami. 2004 y dun happy happy? i not happy wif the shen in the sky. althot i dun like india, but i pity alot pple. i dunno is sad or happy. but i think i sad. suay suay end of 04 come take lives tat shld go. abit kick oso.

>>>>this is important: i saw the news and i saw "medan" this word, one thing strike me!!!!!!!!! FANCY!!! she go back indo. i dunno how is she!!!!!! i very scare scare scare!!!!!! i nv see her online oso. i damn heart beat fast fast. anyone know she alrite pls tag or msg me. PLS!!!!<<<<

my fren all cannot die fast den me. CANNOT! i say cannnot means cannot. hu die 1st mean buay song me. and i will hate u ALWAYs.

last day 04. i very suay oso. my com really die. my hdd offical dead. HAHAHA!!! i happy coz i feel the kick again. later go town i can crzy i will crazy. i WIll crazy. i hope we will leave town early. i hate pple pple bahgalah squeeze. i hate. i will angry and push. we got no plan go town eat 1st den say. i think tis yr countdwn will sian sian. COMFIRM. b4 tat i thot i will count dwn in msn. MUAHHAAHA... no one ask me out all dun like ///me.

den lastly... actually b4 i blog i got alot things to say now i forgot. OYA!!! i hope the IBP No.88 go back indo for holidays den tio the tsunami and die.!!! i nv see u at tpy interchange. i think u die. hahaha OR BI!.

i forgot. i rem i will blog again.

LAST LAST. happy new yr to all my fren. 04 is not a very gd yr. hope 05 will worst come come. den all cry together. see each other cry den laugh together. HAPPY HAPPY HEALTHY HEALTHY.

eaRLY EARLY!!!

2004-12-23T09:33:00.000+08:00

today i wake UP EARLY!!!!

9AM

ya AM!!! MUAHAH!!!!!! the most early day since after the war wif nafa. its tough war. and the last arrow i shoot, the result haven come back. i waiting for letter from my wo di in nafa army. see my arrow got pass thru any king or high ranking post pple.

letter haven come. i dunno. i hope i killed somoeone.

early morning i can crap. crab walk side way. my mind oso. today is a early start for me. long day for me. hope today run smooth smooth every timing is corlax. if any thing happen or corrupt, i got no plan B. onli plan A.

NO CORRUPT.

i wan to change hp by xMAS!!!!!!! 6230 or E700A. i hope i can. come soon. if every thing smooth smooth i think i can. but i got no confident. i wan a no-need-spend-$$-change-better-hp-method can make it one is plan go shun shun li li.

time to buy loti prata!!!!!!! prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata prata to start my 1st morning breakfast since before the war. i happy!!!! i can wake early early. make my day full full.

dec 22

today very PAISEH!!!... paiseh paiseh. wah lang kana spotted @ couple sofa in chinima and chase back to normal seat. MUAAHAHAHAA.... TMD NNB. heng the guy nv shine the tourch from below all the way up here at our face. our face still dark dark. no one see. my name in tpy haven ruin.

ocean 12 nice show. but abit draggy. but got bread pit. nvm i luv him. i wan him my bf. he beri handsome botak. he my husband. PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT i wan to be bread pit. PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT PIT

hmmmmmmmmmmm............

2004-12-22T01:47:00.000+08:00

today is 22...........

FAST FAST FAST day past. sch opening soon. YEAH!!!!!!.... I WAITING NOW!!! i BTH!!! I WAN TO ATTEND LESSON LIAO!. coz i very bored TO die. lim bei sian ka jiak sia.

dec 19.

wah lang long zhong ki alvin hse. he late late come back wah lang jiak sia. PUI!
and i tasted adsolut vanilla. YUKS. so er xin. heng i haven open mine. muahaha... i think i wan to sell take $$. no chance ger come den i drunk her. I WAIT LONG LONG LOR. the john say wan come come ur head. si lang tikopek. very late nite 5 + say pple vomit on ur t shirt. if guy vomit u wack him liao. den ger vomit u keep the t shirt go hm hang dry dry den smell rite? MAUHAHAHA... yeah i know.

day 19 and very very early 20 like tat evry fast GONE.

dec 20th.

continuation of alvin bday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAy 20TH ALVIN. u 20th. u 20th u 20th u 20th u 20th u 20th
u 20th u 20th u 20th u 20th u 20th u 20th u 20th u 20th u 20th u 20th u
20th u 20th u 20th u
20th u 20th u 20th u 20th u 20th
u 20th u 20th u 20th u 20th u 20th u 20th u 20th u 20th u 20th u
20th u 20th u 20th u 20th u 20th u 20th u
20th u 20th u 20th u 20th

rem u 20th not 21st.

jian lafone kok john pradana bday boy and me, meet watch the tian xia wu jie. the andy lua show. argh... no very gd story line. okie okie i rate the movie. his show always he will die. dunno y? i think he shld change sumthing new again. he act in 2046 very suit. btw i cannot d/l 2046 OST liao. tmd!!!!! I VERY BUAY SONG!!!!!!!

head to breeks. hahahahahahhaahhaahhhahhhahhahaaa......... booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

i think i nv eat $25. i think i eat $10. i go there eat fries the most. TMD STOPID. very fast full. i know liao buffet cannot eat fries. very very full.play zhong shi mi ma.hahaha i laugh untill i wanna PUKE. the i feel the food is at my chest. i laugh more all will come out. if come out i dunno wat i do nxt. EYERRR.....

hai.... fast fast another day past. every day past means sch OPEN.

i jus eat laksa. muhahhhaa... SHIOK SHIOK... no hum now. got fish ball. yuks. fish ball cum laska zup like shit. y no egg? NB. and i got my $100 starhub voucher!!!!!!... $100!!! $100 $100 $100. YEAH!!! HHAHAHHAHHAHAH!!!!!!!!

hp no stock alot alot no stock!. TMD!!!!!!!

entry stop here oso. byebye. GoodBYE.

fire cum sick

2004-12-18T05:23:00.000+08:00

CANNOT SLP!!!

force not to slp. force by a ghost up my body. his name is sore throat or itchy throat. TMD!...

wan slp throat itchy cough untill lim bei SI BEI BUAY SONG TO THE CORE!!!!!!.

throat like sand paper swallow anything the friction very big. again, i VERY BUAY SONG.
i rather fever den sore throat.this is a game. a exciting game. GAMING tournament.

LIM BEI will win in the end.

我相信就赢，不相信就不赢。
我相信就赢，不相信就不赢。
我相信就赢，不相信就不赢。
我相信就赢，不相信就不赢。
我相信就赢，不相信就不赢。
我相信就赢，不相信就不赢。

bo lang ai sms wah izzit?i SICK!!!!!!

---------below iz serious case. got IBP No.88 -------

ytd i am on fire.
KNN bus 88 indian bus driver. i got no gd impression wif u indian black prek liao. except thos i really know.and now i meet u i hate indian more.. i name u IBP No.88. TMD u.

U CB driver. u dunno how to drive izzit? u nv see zebrastrips slow down arh. u ba jiu got sia arh. knn. i crossing the zebra u cannot see me arh. PCB. now i really on fire. BCUS U IS A INDIAN BLACK PREK!. i think back i pek chek. KNNB. u still quite far around and some more u making left turn den zebra strips. li ehm zai how to slow down arh? okie i be abit kind to u. lets say u nv see me. DEN U NV SEE THE CAR STOP AFTER THE ZEBRA WAITING TO JOIN THE MAIN ROAD MEH? PCB!! ur bus got NOS ? u wan speed? u KNN go back ur homeland lar. i think ur homeland oso no NOS arh. onli got camel. no wonder u come sg speed bus no.88. NNBECB. u wan whole bus langa arh? u WICKED BLACK PREK.

i haven finish tat the 1st part.

i cross the zebra, i jus dunno y u dun wan to slow dwn. i know u can. but since u drive too fast u dun wan to paiseh ur skill and jerk the bus rite? ya i know. coz u r CBK. or hate i am yellow u black. coz u suay.si lang BLACKIE.no colour rainbow.jealous. PUI!!

exciting part lai liao*

U TMDNNBECB. when i crossing the zebra u buay song me y nv horn me if i am in the wrong? HUH HUH HUH??? tell me lar?? y muz wait untill i at the junction waiting for traffic den soft soft horn me many many time? wah ehm zai u horn me. i find the horn very irritating den turn back see.

DEN WTFUCKING CB u show me ur the BLACK cum LONG cum HUGE LONG LONG cum THICK cum GOT a white part on the top MIDDLE FINGER. WAH PUA CHEE BYE U THIS IBP No.88. tui lei low mo kay chow hai. <<<<<>tui lei low mo kay chow hai" but u cannot use. u not the root.. li ka lim bei ki tiao. mai hor lim bei kua tio li. CBK.

later i will send email to SBS. u earn more $$ go back homeland drive ur camel with NOS.

-------i feel so SHIOK!. lim bei SHIOK.------

here is a video dedicated to IBP No.88. told u to learn chinese. ASS.

CLICK HERE TO D/l!!!

????

2004-12-17T01:09:00.000+08:00

body no nua nua. y now jum back to 37.5?? this evening 36.9. body sot.

i give my health passed. gd. tml go out.

1/1/05 law for piracy d/l change. TMD!. i dunno wat to do. si bei sian. irc some channel oso close dwn. hahha SHIOK!. sch open listen buddha chanting song. cheap cheap.

Siberian Husky

ARGH!!!!!! so man so nice so COOL!!!!!!............... 1yr+ old got pple dun wan. she cannot keep in HDB. ppl go complain. she giving away FOR FREE!!!.... u know!!!!! FREE!!! mUAAHAHAH!!!!
thousand $$ dog FOR FREE!!!... i cannot wan. i cannot mantain. very x. i VERY SIAN.

bye bye husky. u cannot have me.

sick.

2004-12-16T05:30:00.000+08:00

SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK!!

i sick = fever. finally i sick.

no one care me. i REALLY SICK!!! no one msg me ask me okie or not. dying soon etc.

NO ONE!

i no peng you. all my peng you dunno ki to lok. no one sms wah. i BERI BERI SAD.

37.7 to 37.3 to now 37.6.

ARGH!!! Y?? my whole body soft soft nua nua. i now can do liquid dance move. VERY NCIE. like a professional cum expert. i cannot slp oso. i slp my body more hot. my eye cannot close. too fever hothot. eyes tio burn.

i know more abt myself. when sore throat is a symptom i fever coming.

still no peng you sms me. I TURNING SADIST!!!! no need msg me liao. no need. i BERI STRONG fever will go fast.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHH!!!!!!

MAUAHAHHAH!!!!!
MAUHAAHAHAHAAH!!!
MAUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!!!!

beri nua nua

laksa

2004-12-15T04:03:00.000+08:00

i wan laksa again!!!!!
HUNGRY!!!

but dunno shld i go buy. i sense my sore throat like coming. starting.

but i really very hungry laR!!!!!!!!!!!

if i eat i will can slp. dun eat canot slp.

wan slp or no slp.

i wan slp.

ma xiao ling and smallville no out. VERY LNG. i need to red/l 2046 OST. TMD!!! very hard to find!!!!! now harder!! tired of finding back song. i wan to listen but bo song. ALL BOOM. i dunno how many yrs to got 6gb nice song.

LAKSA^\\LAKSA^\\LAKSA^\\LAKSA^\\LAKSA^\\
LAKSA^\\LAKSA^\\LAKSA^\\LAKSA^\\LAKSA^\\

LAKSA^\\LAKSA^\\LAKSA^\\LAKSA^\\ LAKSA^\\LAKSA^\\
LAKSA^\\LAKSA^\\LAKSA^\LAKSA^\\

LAKSA^\\LAKSA^\\LAKSA^\\LAKSA^\\LAKSA^\\
LAKSA^\\LAKSA^\\LAKSA^\\

time come come

2004-12-14T02:12:00.000+08:00

I HAPPY HAPPY NOW. bcoz my near by got 24hr kopitiam!!! hahhahhahaahha!!!!!!

superman need to eat too

jus eat laksa. WOW!!! last time eat cup laksa now eat tradition laksa!!!! song song. one more colour add to nite life. KOPITIAM!! long long all day!!!

i dying soon... now again. i phobia slping. phobia close eyes. phobia dream. ghost is every where. close eyes jin kia. ytd slp untill 6pm+ den force myself slp at 8-10. den early mare come. like REAL!! i see mirror got blood. heng dun have.

aiya tell u all oso dun understand. the feeling...... TMDKNN unsayable. ununderstandable.

today i write entry bcoz i very boreding. i muz find sumthing to do untill 12pm. i dun wan slp. i adjustingkerling my time slot. SICK of it!!! phobia of it.

i forgot al lots things. few days ago i almost forget wat i did. i cant rember most thing. only some. some means some. i dunno y some onli. no reason. reason is unfindable.

i go pri gathering. sososososoosooooooo long. every yr got. less less less pple go. lesser ans lesser. dunno when bcum my turn 4ever cant turn up. CHOY.. unhappenable. boring and stoning. den slowly got thing to do. tok lame thing with jack dunno wat can drink. haha i rem some. i glad coz i can rem some.

laksa still beside me i feel drink the zup.

den...... ya hor, ytd ytd i got shiok by electric!!! MUAHAHAH!!! after tat i ki siao and stoning. my hand floating. hhahaa.. i scare i am shocked. accident sot for a free times. very kick!!!

u all oso dunno lar. coz i suay i know. TMD!!! y pple dun nv like tat i got. NNB!. i building my small power plant. den i open up. got one swtich siao siao. den make make my whole hse BOOM!!!! blackout. HAHAHA i nv expect too. father kbkp.

i built liao. happy happy. all gdgd.

---------
smallville 2 wks no out. ma xiao ling 3 days no out. ARGH!!! i boredering to death!!!

end of entry. today not gd day to blog. but nvm i write till this far. got alot thing say. messy messy defragmenting my brain 1st.

hahahaha booo hahaa boooo

2004-12-03T22:55:00.000+08:00

on tue i very happy!!! happy HPAYYY!!!!! a happy MAN!!!

every project hand up. neat neat sui sui to ck tan! althot not very gd, but i am confident i WILL PASS!!! AHHAHAH!!!!! YEAH!!!!! i grade myself a pass!!!!!!

HO SEH HO SEH!!!

ytd nite edwin drive mi to changi village eat laksi lemak. famous famous ONE!!! but eat like liao okie okie leh. but still nice!! no regret.

den we do wat pple will do at changi village.

SEE guy->ger pple!!!!!!!

hahahahaa some very perfect very chio!!! OMFG! beri beri u cant believe. but onli see some bcoz thur. but they r still A GUY ROOT. u think this u sian 1/2.

drove off.

thx bro. i know u ytd oso no gd mood. HAPPY hAPPY CHEER UP!.

my thousand MP3 GONEEEEE... MAUAHAHHA!!!! SO HAPPY cum SAD cum KILL PPLE cumCOMMIT SUICDE cum LAUGHIN cum KICK cum AWESOME !)&($!&^!)(#^!(#*)

whole my music folder em zia ki to lok. NNB!
gong=gone wun come back.

(converting to strong strong)

ahahha i am stronger!!! SUPERduperMAN. btw smallville season 4 the 10 epd very NICE!!! ARGH!!!!! lana kiss superman... sweet sweet sexy bomb. her eyes speaks millions words.

every upfall got down fall. very shiok!! i like this game. a real life game. COME COME MORE MORE.

lyrics.....

2004-11-29T13:45:00.000+08:00

I watch how the moon sits in the sky
On a dark night shining with the light from the sun
The sun doesn't give light to the moon
Assuming the moon's going to owe it one
It makes me think of how you act to me
You do favors and then rapidly
You just turn around and start asking me about
Things you want back from me

I'm sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest

I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don't understand

I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
Maybe someday I'll be just like you, and
Step on people like you do and
Run away the people I thought I knew
I remember back then who you were
You used to be calm, used to be strong
Used to be generous, but you should've known
That you'd wear out your welcome
Now you see how quiet it is, all alone

ARGh!

2004-11-29T04:11:00.000+08:00

wish i can be the person. but the person got no future!!!!!! dun wan liao. i rather dun wan the now and get the future. i loking far far from me.

but future is future now is now. may be i got the now my future is more and more. what if suay suay i got the now and the future is CMI?? i really hope i got the now. i dun wan the now but i cannot. i wish i got. throw away the now and it will come back again. how far i throw will still come back. very naturally. VERY VERY. this is call thing. this is a extrodinary thing. got thing thing u r very happy person. hahaha... chim?? got more.

i knew i cant nv got the now. even if the now really come, i scare to take. i dun really know where the now really go to. it go to a place a place i cannot take back. or its hard to have it. or 4ever cannot. if i got determination, i wun take. i will use it to take other gdgd lobang. i oso hope i really can throw away the now. wah em zia. li ki ji tao wah ki e peng.

mauahaah... this is my deep deep deeper deeper hidden entry. onli shen can read this script

-end of deep deep deeper deeper hidden entry-

i think my com CMI again. the hdd is dying. i always operation now sot sot again. know y? coz of the multi plug which is not approve. last time my printer die oso bcoz of this. i using printer and i go touch the plug. the electric go and come back again trigger it. very very few mini mini sec. working again. next day die. for eg u stand in the middle of the road. a car knock u and nv knock u again. next day u DIE. see? same same meaning. car trigger u sot sot. now trigger my hdd going to hell. u go see ur house multi plug sure got those not approve ones. coz cheap cheap my 300% or more. next time but gdgd ones.

if i got $$ i wan to rebuild my small power plant.

-one 6 slot high cls extension plug.
- 3 high clss ex ex multi plug

all max $70.

buy 160gb hdd $160. add on to my 120gb after coming back from RMA.
280 gb store store alot alot alot rubbish!!!! HAPPY HAPPY!!!!!!!!!

and buy dvd writer around $130.FUCK i miss the $98 one at sitex. NNBE.

$360 altogether. this is a min to satisfy myself. got alot alot alot alot MORE AND MORE.

really hope the $180000 is in my pocket.

-nafa is my "home"-

peace.

2004-11-27T01:18:00.000+08:00

my com is in stable 100 healty mood again. the prob is all GONE. nvm i not sad anymore. coz no go no come. mayb time i i able to collect more gdgd interesting webby. YESH!. startin collecting again. internet is so colourful. live in virtual world so interesting. can see can laugh. in future can touch can smell. more more future babies come out from the cd rom.

i lost alot webby too. i sian. i miss it. i forgot liao. haiz....

went sitex at expo with alvin. this yr very sian. more more sian getting sian and sian. no gdgd lobang. but got wat i wish. benq dvd writer!!!!!!

walk walk walk take papers. sexy ger give me paper. MUAHAHAH!!! sexy sexy. wear untill like tat. but not chio one. the chio one is the sale ger not give paper.

walk walk walk again and again. really nuthing interesting. super sian. alvin want to apply cable and buy tdk writer and tv tuner. i wan alot no $$. wat i really need is USB 4 port 2.0. mayb sunday go buy. last day dvd write sure cut price alot. for so many time all the fair last day cut cut cut clear stock. hope this time oso. and oso need the printer ink. 96 become 76 original one. 25+++ for sempon one. HOW? sempon quailty oso not bad. shld i take risk? take or dun buy. onli choose one. WAH EM ZAI!.

like to sit bike. at the back. den cut between cars. close eyes. THE FEELING VERY SCARE AND SHIOK!!!! long long try once shiok. every time try will sian. i like. the car pass u u feel like it will bang u. but in the end nv. very kick. i wan to have a accident once. but dun die one. will recover one. MUAHAHAHAH!!! EXPERIENCE.

GDGD aunt is online now. jus nice i finish this entry.

lost

2004-11-26T02:40:00.000+08:00

PLS!!! I WAN TO SHOUT!!!! DRIVE ME TO THE SEA!!!

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i lost ALL my bookmarks!!!! yesh!!! ALL!!! Fucking CB!!!!!!! i hate it!!! all my years of book mark all gone!!! i really cannot take it any more!!!! i hate HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE!!!!!! y yYYYYYYYY!!!!! NNBEKNNBECCBHKHKHKHKHKHKHKHKHKHKHK!!!!!! YEARS YEARS YEARS within one min all BOOM GONE!.

i am depress. i cant slp. i dunno wat. i lost.

all msn received file, conversation history. all BOOM! all in c drive my documents all boom.

i am speechless.

spoil.

2004-11-26T01:34:00.000+08:00

no more continue. STOP! case close.

another case open.

"files in ur c drive is corupted."

i got this msg when i use half way and restart it self.

hahahahah kick man last time near assesment like tat now redo near date due like tat!,,,,,

WHY!!!!! i hate this feeling. really heng i got my sis bf com. but desktop is still the best. i dun like laptop do project. i luv my desktop!!! i cannot live. i cannot do any thing all thing in desktop.

i really bo bian liao! now trying to boot to windows and see how. PLS!!! jus get into windows!!! I BEG U !!!! jus ONCE will do!!! PLSSSSSSSSS>...........................

result. FAILED. argh no more chance. need to go long way.

SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN! i very FED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

long long entry

2004-11-25T05:45:00.000+08:00

this will be long. i think so.

1st,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YARUDIN.

i made it i some how made it. miracle do HAPPEND!!!!!

i goin to the rm where 4 lecturers inside. i wanted to start my presentation but they dun let me speak. coz my work too gd!!!! all impress untill they SHIOK open mouth big big stand there and keep asking how u did this effect how u manage it?? we didnt know u r so talented. i so happy inside keep laughing and laughing and explain to them how i did it. explain untilll my mouth dry dry need to drink my saliva. haiz....

^all above is totally opp in real life NOW. all tok cock!

ya miracle do happen, but not this time.

i manage to finish all the work the very last last minute. left with one mailer nv do. but wat last min result is tat out of 4 sub i failed 3. MUAHAHAAH!!! shiok man! this time no one can help. its fixed. all the shen is slping. i por pi por pi all the lec blind blind hope all the shen i called over their eyes. all shen is slping. they nv cover. the 4 lec eyes clear clear see my work.

i go in the hell door. smile smile happy happy plaining after go where celebrate fun fun time. i go in. i nv tok. lecs tok. especially ck tan tok alot.1st thing she say is "weiguang i think u need to redo all." she do all the toking. say why i this time i like tat blah bla blah all i forgot. no mood listen.all i fail becoz no development. i nv bring. my development little little nia. bring oso sure fail. so nv rush back take. they failed pple got their reason. and is reasonable. dun like pple say "arh i got do do do do do but fail almaka kaoz." they know them self. like tat say feel gd meh? i say like tat i very guilty.

come out i sian sian. re do 3 sub. like no use come for this assessment day. wat if i do early? i wun come to this state. wat if i really do early, i wun have not worried for this. wat if...........

STOP. no if anymore.

i wake up. if i start doing now, will i pass?? if i start doing now, i still fail how?? if fail den i know where my limits is liao. i quit nafa totally concentrate on computer stuff and learn learn all abt computer.

STOP again. i know i wun fail this time. NO IFs. i will passed and enjoy party party all day nite supper mid nite LONGGGGGGGGGGGG.

ppke got one assesment day. where i got 2. special hor. coz my work very gd they wan to see my work more. okie i do.

i deserve it all the outcome. i dun blame, i blame means i am running. I running meaning i goin to long pia. i dun wan to long pia DIE. PAIN. my 2nd chance lia lia liao. MAUAAHAHAH!!! come come me sepp and weiguang combine together again!!!

fly again.. energy all come rushing into my wings. taking off. ZOOMMMMMMM..........

after that meet amanda. tok cock tok cock. go have sub way. hey sub way really nice!!! i 1st time eat. althot ex. u see like little little bo hua bo hua. but i eat liao den say. hmm... but i still think a bit bo hua. hahahah.. i duno eat wat add wat. i blur blur. hate a dunno wat honey chicken one. NICE. but too sweet eat more = scare.

i tired continue again. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

superman not robot.

3 mins

2004-11-22T23:57:00.000+08:00

a 3 mins entry.

i very gan jiong now!!! i can sure finish the 4 a4 pieces. but for a3 one, i very scare!!!! SCARE SCARE!!!
i dunno how !!!

i think i really die!!!

how???
this 3 mins is short!!!

1 mins to go!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i now gan jiong. i think tml i will fail design drawing agaiN!...

3 mins timses out. sry i use 4 mins.

happy

2004-11-22T22:06:00.000+08:00

right now i got the feeling of the assignment over liao!!! mAUHAAH!!!>>>

heres my 5 mins updat entry.....

i happy. but scare!!! and worried. i dunno whether i can finish in time or not. i very LUAN LUAN LUAN!!!!.. i plan my time liao. all tight tight tight. i think i overestimated myself again.

i got my limit.

but now... i got a bit happy. i feel stronger den b4. all the engery come rushing into my body. i scare too much i cannot take it i will collaspe. collaspe liao no one can help me. tml wake up i commit sucide. but now i very alert. i wan to start but dunno where to start. once i start i really cannt stop. and over use my power. den collaspe again. i will this will happen.

miracle will happen!. evry time like tat. i hope this time will. miracle will help me. if not i will create it myself wil my power.

SONG SONG sepp and weiguang GOGOGO!!! 2 combining together as one.//!

may the POWER OVER COME MY FEAR.

RUNNING using the speed of light and challenging wif the time. YESH! i start to see light distance away from me.

sry i use 7 mins. FINISHED!. yesh.

luan luan

2004-11-21T18:17:00.000+08:00

reinstallin my printer. therefore got time to post an entry. been working since morning. got this laptop from my sis bf. so thankful to him. if not i will DIE!!! DIE !!! DIE!!!!

no need to say no one will believe.

finally one done. still got the whole advertising and design drawing to do. by tue 8am i muz complete. can i do it?? i not sure. i dun dare to overestimate myself this time round. i will try my best. if can i will not slp and win the SUBARU WRX car. i think i will win. if i win i will sell

and $90000 come inside my pocket!!

i cant laugh now. no MOOD!!! i suddenly feel very alone today. dunno y. if i can control, i will try not to worried so much. alot alot things. faster go this period. i wan after 23rd den i think i will feel better. better as in i will laugh. and beat pple up at orchard road. den steal things. steal another subaru car and sell. all together 180 000 come inside my pocket.

I WAN $$ BURIED ME!!!!

right now i got something to say. but i really dunno wat. inside me SUPER heavy. if any of u know wat izzit, tell me the ans and hit the heavy load BURST!!!. i cant find the ans myself. hope tonite i will get better. i forgot thing very fast. guess this one oso.

i dun know i type wat. i post 1st den read it myself and see i can find the ans myself or not.

hmmmm.........

2004-11-20T16:47:00.000+08:00

i am hurt.

i feel the pain yesterday. haben yet to okie now. i long time nv feel the pain. i very sad. i know i cant do any thing now but wait for it to heal. and i am waiting. i dunno when it will be okie. WAIT WAIT WAIT and wait. i hope i'll be fine fast fast. i really dun like the feel of hurt. if i convert the hurt to shiok, I WILL FEEL VERY SHiok! this is the way to not get hurt. once u see hurt from a diff perspective, u wll find something. a something tat makes u forever no die. and continue to live. process of converting is tough.. but once u did it, u will become stronger. AND LEARN!!!

because i ytd to tighten my braces!!!!! MAUHAHAHA. VERY SHIOK ARH!!! i cant eat hard hard now. i cant eat buger, i can onli eat soft soft baby food. now i eat very slow. today eat po pian took me very long. VERY SHIOK!!! tight tight. i like tighten. very song.

this morning i wake up at 9.30. i happy. i very alert. the wake up in morning very kick. all because of meeting luying pass her something at tpy 10.30. the weather is very fresh in the morning. so comfortable. i like it very MUCH!!!!!!

after tat decided to cut hair. make a appointment at 11.30 but i 12 den reach. coz i got a very very very important thing to do. if not my whole life after tat i will ruin it. u guys wanna know??? contact me private i tell u. mauhahahhha!!! my blog NEED ACTION! FUN. hhahaa//

they very busy today. the guy wash hair i think is beginner. wash slow slow and soft soft. and all the form cover my ear and i the feeling like cannot hear anything. after he wash, all sound rush in.

outcome is my hair all short short. back all like moving to left side. back got 3 small small lines. MHUAHAHAHAAHHA..... adidas.

and i dun oso like. SIAN.

walk down to taka buy jap noodles. 2 packets $6! nice nice long nv eat. cheap cheap. not like some one hu spend 2.3k in a day.

and my bday is COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 21st feb 2005. bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday bday.

do work.

white moonlight.

2004-11-19T21:56:00.000+08:00

心里某个地方那么亮，却那么冰凉。

每个人都有一段悲伤。

想隐藏，却在生长。。。。。

superman dead.

2004-11-19T05:30:00.000+08:00

WOW! big impact come drop down.

A BIG meteoriod.

superman IS DEAD!!! he tio the big impact.

aiya where got superman one? STUPID!.

he will get well soon.but no power any more.

I CANT SLP!!! I STILL GOT GRAPHIC DESIGN!! I CANNOT SLP!!! I KNOW I CAN DO IT.

low low mood.

2004-11-19T01:30:00.000+08:00

"CHEE BYE, tat car dunno how to drive." "wah lan KAN NI NA, tunnel jam" and more. these are the one i rem.

and he is a taxi driver. he very kan jiong. after kp he nv stop. he continue mumbling fuck fuck fuck soft soft.

i thinkin of sumthing and he keeps tokin to me abt the traffic. wah bth. and i pretend to slp and thinkin my stuff. he drive gd. i in the car move alot very KICK. i like. like formula 1 racing.

misssion incomplete.

i see i learn. and alot more to learn and find. LEARNIN AND LEARNING AND LEARNING. I WUN STOP!!!!!!!.

/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\

today i am PISS off. ang chiat give off a big smile to us. a smile tat speaks.

"hai.. i dunno wat to do to u all"

DUN CARE LIAO. i will do my best wif this limited time.

i need my power back. i think i turning superman once AGAIN. MAUHAHAHAH!!!!! lana my ex coming again. YA coming i can feel it.

^^^
above r all crapping.

COZ I BUAY SONG NOW. I DUN HAVE A GD MOOD-FEELING.

2004-11-18T02:30:00.000+08:00

chio HOR!

STUPID

2004-11-17T21:30:00.000+08:00

i hope i am but i am not.

i not a ROBOT!!!.

robot can dun slp. but i cannot. i thot i can but i really cannot. coz i am a human. for 48 hrs, i guess i nv slp more den 5 hrs. this make me not myself. i TONG BUAY TIAO!. but i know i can win the subaru car if i got join. haahhaa COMFIRM $90 000 come inside my pocket. i cant believe. hhahaha...

i am getting scare, worried, impatient feeling ALONE in the nite. every thing cock up last min. tml the actually stuff i need to hand in is -> design drawing-1 a3, 4 a4. -> graphic design-4 spreads -> still got, but very blur. i not sure i am in the right track or not. my direction not right. i dunno left or right. like walkin in a maze. oya. world largest maze is the temporary corn maze is Stewarts GardenLands Maize Maze, which measured 68,271 m? (16.9 acres) when opened on July 10, 2003, in Christchurch, Dorset, UK. ya hor and the visual studies proposal TOO...... arghhhhhh.... from all these stuff tat electric me, i got the passion and urge!!! YESH!!!!! i not superman i cant finish all in one nite. BUT i will try to be superman for one nite. MUAHAAHH!!!!!
LAI LAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my ex gf is lana lang for one nite. MAUHAHAAHAH!!!

JASON SOOOOOOOOOOOOO u this CHEE HONG KIA. the show sux big time!!! VERY FUCK! very noisy very physco very er xin very bloody very OUCH very puke very NNBEKNN. say wat technology, tech ur head. technology express in art got alot alot of ways. i dunno y got to do wif cock. if u use vibrator, i can understand, i know. but y the driller metal shit 50cm cock??? so powerful can drill table and strong. and kill his gf drill and drill and drill untill song song. PUI! i can hear pple say "ouch" when the blood spill out. like squeezing pimples. now i know where my weak points. i cannot watch flim+black and white+abstract+sex+technology+physco combine together. I WILL HAVE THE UNSPEAKABLE NOT GD FEELING. i halfway walk out. now i dunno my attendence got tick or not. TMD!!! if not for my attendence i oso dun come. CHK!

heng heng i reach hm still can slp. if i am 5 yrs old watching the flim, i dunno wat physco i will be when grow up. a 50 cm driller cock inventer?? MAYBE. and phobia in sex TOO.

today very fed up and beatiful.

i meet the rain and no rain area. walk to the no rain area, turn back and see a few step in front of u is the rain area. NICE.

this is the entry for today.

i am turnin SUPERman. my ex gf is lana lang fo tonite. got power run like the speed of light.
my eyes can shoot fire. can see thru walls.
and lastly, i got swim b4 wif lana NAKED in the evenin when the sun set and sea is orange.

very interesting and fun.

Bore!

2004-11-16T13:51:00.000+08:00

now in sch. very bore. play laser. play sportchair(sit on the chair and zoom) SI BEI SIAN ARH!!!...... the teacher like gong gong leh.. i nv do finish like tat onli show him the content page oso okie. AIYO!. but by tonite i will finished. tonite door is close. nuthing do now. i wan to slp. KOON KOON KOON!!!. wait tonite///

i got alot FREE TIME NOW/\/\/\/\/\/\/\///

life.

2004-11-15T21:00:00.000+08:00

this dog appeared at my corridor sat noon. y got pple wanna throw away this cute dog? NNBCHK. call spca, they can onli collect it on tue. so decided to bring to them. den call my fren he say he wan it ask me to keep it 1st. okie gdgd. i call me mum coz i outside getting some stuff from my fren. ask her bring it in 1st she say okie okie.

i reach hm the dog not in. she say gone.
the dog GONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE........
iif i nv go out for 15 mins. the dog now is my fren's gf's dog liao. WTF!!

-CHANGE TOPIC-

WATCH shutter!!!! very nice very song very shiok!!! i got long time nv kana shocked. i luv the feeling. not the feeling of shocked its the feeling right after the shocked. ur heart is like WOW!!! i thot thai movie is very sian sian no story line like last time. but i was wrong. this "SHUTTER" nv disappoint me. storyline is gd. after shocked i very happy keep laughing. hahahah!!! WAH SI SHEN!.................

-change topic-

one day 2 day 3 day all burn burn burn....!!!!!!
tml got sch. i burn all my holidays. slp eat slack watch. haiz... i jus cant concentrate. i am use to it. i know y. coz bo motivation. no kick. i always guilty nv do ck tan's work. really!!! i will finish it. graphic design is nice when she teach. if other lec teach i dun think i got the passion. coz sian sian.

-change topic-

FINISH!. BEYBYE!!!!!!

BAH ZHA!!!!

2004-11-12T23:32:00.000+08:00

aunty lian

i happy u msg me today. FUCKING SURPRISE! thankz. u made my day. i got alot thing to tell u. but dunno where start. no time start too. i think after 25th, i'll start to boom ur hp. HAHAHA. WAIT AND SEE! i dunno where u go wat u did this period. really long. i forgot u in this earth. MAUIHAAHAH!!! i dun remember ah lian for long. after my project, update each other. TODAY i jus start missing u very very AWESOME much. thinkin back very fun. now seems tat everything is changing. dunno wat u change to. UGLIER AND UGLIER. MAUHAHAH!!!!!! hope not.

if u read this muz tag me. or u DIE............ NNBE!

sick.

2004-11-07T22:52:00.000+08:00

body hot, breathing hot, every part hot.

I CANT SICK NOW!!!!

崩溃ing 崩溃ing 崩溃ing

complainS.

2004-11-07T18:10:00.000+08:00

-buay song feelingSSSSSSSSSss-

"Dear Sir

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see the above???!!! NOT ME NOT ME! a guy from HWZ tio the letter. more and more pple tio according to them. cable user oso tio. nv hear pacnet pple tio yet. BECAREFUL!!!!!! i got tio b4 a few yrs ago when serving movies in irc. the feeling i understand. VERY VERY BUAY SONG!!! buay song buay song buay song.

other country buy car so cheap can mod it untill sui sui!!! den got place to race. DRIFT DRIFT DRIFT. den sg leh? mod = fine $$$$$$. canot be creative. abit abit fine fine fine. put neon light oso fine. if sg car is cheap and can mod and got place to DRIFT, i guess i can qualify for the drifting competition liao. MAUHAHAH!!!!! YESH!!!!! i think so. den no need face com do graphic and drift my head now. yesterday night for 5hr road block i think u earn alot $$$ right?? eg. 70+ pple caught for modding car eg. one u fine $50 (comfirm lor its ur min amount) all = $3500. in 5hrs u earn $3500. easy $$ come come. plus other for speeding and drunk drive, u earn SUPER ALOT ALOT!!!!

i jus check my protowall record.

we can run but we can hide. u ISP u wan to catch us is chicken feet. its onli matter of time. now can block jus block no harm anyway. and i will still continue my normal usage. D/L D/L D/L!!!!! till u send me the "buay-song-letter."

i dun think i wanna be DRIFTER.

I wan to be MP (members of parliment) den slowly go election for president SEAT!!!

Drift.

2004-11-07T01:56:00.000+08:00

Drift Drift Drift

i want to be A WORLD CLASS DRIFTER!!! teach me teach me. very handsome!~ the smoke the curves the sound zoom zoom zoom. heng zhan! and RACE QUEEN!!! jap one. OMFG!!!

http://www.d1gp.com/

*next entry is my complainSSSSSSSSSSS*

2004-11-04T23:55:00.000+08:00

-extract from HardwareZone, EDMW-

bore.

2004-11-02T23:14:00.000+08:00

see tat pic?? too bad its spoil!!!!! arghh... i go put on my table lamp and take photo. den notice y it curves. ARGH!!!! too hot melted!*^%#!(*%#&) MDMDMDMD! lucky is onli one actually wanna took alot. hahaha. SO STUPID!!!!! hope can print out.

==================

i cant take it NO more!!!!!!!! my door is close. i drilled a hole to breath. I WUN DIEEEEEE.....

************

wat u buy today???

Nov 1st.

2004-11-01T04:53:00.000+08:00

brand new mth.

brand new start.

brand new hope.

same old me.

@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@

i've defected.

WOW.

2004-10-31T15:34:00.000+08:00

brand new day. ytd nite watch alot alot. 2046!!!!!!!!! smallville4 epd 3,4,5,6. hahaha!!! chiong watch untill siao if dun watch i no time watch. die muz watch.

2046 is nice!!!!!!! can roughly understand but till the end abit blur. NICE lar... dun listen to pple not nice. u watch den u know. nv watch dun say not nice. NICE NICE NCIE!!!!!!!!! WKW....the music oso nice. i jus d/l the ost. hahaa.. i luv one song. i'll post up some day.

finally can use BT. but now i am in dangerous zone internet. no choice. at last can use. now the prob is how to speed up to the d/l. hai.... no time. hoilday do. every thing push to holidays.

CONCENTRATE SCH SCH SCH WORK........

concentrating....................

hard lar..

smallville hen hao oso.

my door is closing~~~~

running

2004-10-28T22:41:00.000+08:00

*running towards hope*

nice.

2004-10-27T23:38:00.000+08:00

TODAY!!! i nv smile much coz very super duper tired. wah si bei buay ta han.. untill during break, my clsmate show me his talent. i seldom laugh untill i can hardly stop. SELDOM, rare. i wan to stop but cannot. stomach cramp. ARGH!!!!!!!!!! his talent is erxin!! but i still laugh coz the talent dun suit him at all. he can pull his skin very long. on the face, hand, its like very elastic. i feel like use pen knife cut his skin!!!! eeeyer very very er xin. now i see him i will laugh. he can oso bend his small finger and touch the back palm. SO CUTE!!! really DUN SUIT HIS AT ALL. another species of ET i found. after tat my day brighten up. hahahah!!!!!!

after sch company amanda go spotlight i bought a table cloth small one. coz its cheap!!! 15% storewide!!! and she bought rubbish. MAUHHAHA!!! den when payin, i think we very clever. we go to the lesser pple cashier. lesser by think got 500%!!!!! the other 2 cashier so many pple. SIAO!!! very stupid.!! the cashier got ghost arh. yesh we r very clever!!!!!

AND I BOUGHT FHM!!! this mth got free G-STRING!!! yesh the thin thin little little cloth panties for char bo!!!!! male mag will give this?? so special. hahahaha!!!!! u ask a ger wear it and take photo and send it back and got free GOODIES bag. FHM si bei tiko peh.!!!! fetish ger wear gstring. NICE MOVE!!! i think their will publish some of the sexy pic. jus wait and see. MUAHAHH!!!!!!forgot to take the back of the gstring. got one "!" mark very cute!!!!!

LAIILLAAILAI

HOHOHOOHO!!!!!!

PICTURES PICTURES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

song of my felling.

2004-10-26T20:51:00.000+08:00

MUS READ DUN JUMP!!!!!!!!! I AM ALIVE IN LYRICS!!!!!!!

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

-not i write, its Breakaway lyrics by Kelly Clarkson-

burning oil

2004-10-26T06:02:00.000+08:00

NO MILK

WITH MILK

YESH... u r rite!!! this is kopi. no milk very bitter. not my type. with milk swt. change colour. working wif my work hope this will keep me awake. but how i know, it onli lasted for 1hr++. after tat i tang tang den fall aslp. TMD!!!!!!! kopi oso no use. god arh god!!! i cant find solution to stay awake!!!!! u r playing me all these while.... U KNOW U KNOW U KNOW!!! FASTER GIVE ME POWER!!!!!!!!!

i think i am driving myself to a coner and i guess the time goin to arrive. i can sense it. IT COMING!!!!!!!!! i need to really die one time den i will realise. bu jian kuan chai bu diao tears. BUT WHERE IS THE KUAN CHAI?????? i have been slack since the start of term 2. i am really tired!!!!!!! i rest untill i si BEI pek chek!!!!!! from bad to worst. i am numb of the feeling... wats keeping me this way. i need to fan xing fan xing.

i still got time to blog... HOPELESS LAR WEIGUANG!!!!!! u beri CHEE HONG KIA....

HELP HELP HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SEpp come to the resuce...... NONOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!

siam siam siam.................

COME COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KINNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

8 on goin, 0 down.

mel con

2004-10-25T04:30:00.001+08:00

Segredo

----------------------

Quero dize锚-lo a u,

mas espanto uma vez eu digo,

o resultado ser谩 wat eu n茫o fa莽o p谩lido.

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SOU MUITO SUSTO! !!!!!!!

fast.

2004-10-23T09:55:00.000+08:00

one fast entry b4 i go OUT TAKE PHOTOS!!!!!!!! YEHA!!! SONG SONG. goin around town take "special" photo. take is easy. outcome alway nv reach my imagine pic i wan. beri sad.

ytd no fate watch 2046 again!!! i really lost hope on watchin it. actually i am d/lin now 31% liao!!! muahhaha. but i dun feel like watching at hm. is the flim now gd, at least in cinema i can kbkp got pple listen. at hm hu will listen>??? GHOSTTTTTTTT..... i wan to watch wif someone leh. neber mind. wait. cinema dun have den i watch.

every friday or sat is my "family" day. meet bros out. ytd i beri pissed. fucking piss. chee hong buay song. no 2046 no ladder49, no timing ps cine all bo tix. i buay song wanna kill pple. I WAN TO GO HM SLP!!!!!!!! den they say come typ watch.. muahahha thank you thank you. 10% happy 90% buay song. got hope. reach tpy all midnite. i buay song again. in the end watch the andy lua show. yesterday once more. wat a stupid name. ytd over how to come?? shen jing. after watchin 60% happy 40% buay song. coz raining. lucky near my hse. i song they buay song. hahaahaah... thank you thank you.

my head back top right coner always got pain and not pain. the pain is diff. once pain, i feel like whole body soften. luan luan. the pain last for 1 secs. the feel very shiok. but not gd. dunno y. sometimes will like tat. i think i nv ZZZzz properly. or i got sick?? brain got ji liap stone?? dun think so.

the starhub got new plan!!!!! yesh yesh!!! so happy!!!!!! i wanna UPGRADE my plan!!!!!!! i wan trade in my 6610 buy a cheap cheap hp. no need cam. can use can liao. i wan 8910i!!! i luvinng it... but i luv my hp. always drop wun spoil. i know starhub one day will come out a plan free incoming call and 500 sms. m1 got. heng i nv change to m1. i scouting for hp!!!!! HHPHPHPHPHPHPHPHPHPHPHPHPHPHPHHP!!!!!!!!!!

go take photos. CLOSE.

article

2004-10-20T03:53:00.000+08:00

where is solace to be found?

"like an irritating buzzing sound about my ears, so haunts my worries;i fret and sigh, yet nobody can aid me;they all ask why, but all i can do is to shrug and say "nothing much".

shall i accredit it all to pre-destiny;maybe more so to fate;alas, or perhaps, choice?

winds change, and seasons pass;i've been in this many a time, and all's well doesn't end well;it will come once again, i foresee it so.

ignorance is bliss, they say;but how long can i stay this way, in a fight of my emotions;should i follow my brain or my heart?

how anyone can be so foolish to persist, i wonder;a male for a female in question, and that female for another male in question;it sheds new light on the phrase "as blind as a bat".

five paragraphs later, i have resolved;running away may seem the best solution, yet it is anything but;i stopped to think "is this about myself or the rest of the world?"

i go round and seek for an answer, yet none has come;only in you can i find physical comfort, but i doubt you know it's you;my God for whom i run to, i thus beg you take me to a faraway land.

the last thing that i would want, is to see the past repeat itself;i'll just be my normal self, and do the things that hardly affect others;for the brain has taken over the pawn, thus i resign."

-not i type, i copy-

morning entry.

2004-10-19T03:25:00.000+08:00

...'Early morning entry'...

feel like loads and loads of stuff to say. but how to start??? i dunno. if i know i wun ask. i asked no one to teach me too. i depends on myself in the end.

*end* muahaaahaaa

Feeling: LUAN LUAN!!! i dun like..... my everything WO BU ZHI AI. wo ai SLPING.

Feeling hungry too~.....

its pain not to say!!!! but i wun say too. i learn from someone. dun say mean dun say. U KBKP i oso wun say.

2004-10-17T17:32:00.000+08:00

Victoria's Secret Show

Forgot is on thurs or fri liao... BERI CHIO VERY NICE!!!

PICTURES!! LAI LAI LAI!!!!

Super models all very tok gong.!!! they alwasy got a dun-ever-touch-me-or-u-dun-have-tml face.. so COOL!!!!! so slim!! I WAN A SUPER MODEL GERFRENNNNNN!!!!!!! they BERI wu $$$!!!!! think they like tat one walk earn untill SIAO. onli for a period of time. use the $$ open bra shop!! den earn again. again. again.

AIYA!!! I WAN A SUPER TOP MODEL LAR!!!! WAN WAN WAN!!!!!!!!!!!

bros

2004-10-17T01:13:00.000+08:00

i like YTD, i luv jus now...

i like......

"windows at the club street" if i not wrong
lighting
food
hot chocolate cake
atmosphere
ice mocha
ice cream
my bros
Pradana*no u no extra no discount*
the cannot dunno how to describe feeling.......
MUHAHAHAHHAAAA~!~~!~!~!~!~!~!

everybody no sick no sad jian kang evberi day~~~!!!!!!!

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Prawn fresh fresh nice to bite ratings:

Thai Express
Crystal Jade
Windows at the club street

dunno where still got???

think i got no fate to watch 2046. jus now wan to watch, tix selling fast no tix. NNHKCH!!!!!!!!! nvm next wk i muz watch.. i will watch... comfirm watch... die will watch... cinema burn i will sit there watch FINISH!!! WILL WILL WILL I WILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL....................

i wan to buy 4d 2046 quan da... if i got $$... i very heng nv buy. full liao 2046 i oso nv buy. ytd open 0274 & 0429. MAUAAHAH!!! today open i quit NAFA!! LALALALALLLAAA~

SCH SCH!!!!!!!

2004-10-15T14:33:00.000+08:00

ARGHhhhh.... in sch library NOWWWWWW!!! NONONOWWWWW!!!! the internet dunno y surf net LIKE ta pian.. but d/l file can reach up to 600+kbps BERI BERI FAST!!!!

manda go off liao. onli ME alone. WAITING time fly. dun wan to go hm. very noisy. the construction i bth wan to kill pple. plan to go 2046 later but bros dun wan expensive. mayb meet dinner. MHMMMM JI TOH arh..~!~!~! now the table next to me got chio bu!!! MUAHAHH!!! VERY CUTE!!~!~!~! innocent innocent look. OMG!!!!

jus now go mac eat using ezlink card. u all know??? very cheap!!!! actually is 6.50 after using is 5.05 SO CHEAP!!!!! student price. MAUHAHAHA!!! I'm loving it!!! i dunno where they go i hope they fine. lim bei bless them... BLESS U, U, U, U, U, U, U...... all these pple.

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WAT a FUCK laptop i am using. i type one para liao den all gone. a touching story!!!! now no mood type liao.!!! dun care dun type. STOP. CLOSE. mel i saw ur class mate here now. the sot sot not fun but fun cooly guy. he malay arh??? or mix?? u neber come.!!!!!!!

NO BATT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DIEEEEEEE.... SI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OFF DAY!

2004-10-13T22:20:00.000+08:00

today i give myself offday. i use $$ to pay for my offday. painful.. regret.... guilty.... some lec's lesson i dun go i will feel like tat. coz i respect them. FINISHED.

ALOT THINGS TO SAY. but my english DA PIAN. duno HOW to type. i need a mind reader translator!!!!! i pay u $$ $10000009876543221. coz i know dun have such a shen. even god dunno u know u eat shit!!! dun tag me say u wan the job.

I NEED $1000 go HK eat drink man women!!!!! where to find!!! very cheap.. no adults. onli us. comfirm fun untill SHEN JING BING!!! i can image it... i wan to go there be GANGSTER!! gu hou zia!!! i wan to join hong xin gang. go theere play 2 days fight one day stay in hospital 4 days den come back sg. very gd. i wan to buy BB gun.

*dun ask for sympathy.*
<<<< I HATE THIS TYPE OF PPLE!!! VERY CHEE HONG!!!.... YUKS!! kan liao jiu xiang SLAP.

i am very tired liao... i really need a long fun colourful rest.

SCARED

SILENT

MESSY

WAIT!!!!!!!..............